So my SO is coming MONDAY!

My apartment is currently trashed. I've been sick this whole week and haven't felt like cleaning. And today, one of my best friends is coming to spend the weekend with me. So the only time I have to prep is before she gets here (in 2 hours) and when she leaves Sunday (which I hate to say, but I hope is early).

I also, thanks to some advice from here, have decided to decorate my apartment a little. I put up letters saying "welcome home", put up crepe paper and I'm also planning on sticking little hearts all over my walls saying the reasons I love him. Good enough for Vday right? I'll have to post some pictures.

I'm also feeling very.. hmm anxious I guess. It's starting to feel real now. All of my shit is crammed to one side of the closet and dresser which I'm already sort of resenting (because I know he doesn't need a full side! My stuff might start to creep back over in a week or so...) I'm also realizing I won't be by myself anymore. And I have to say I LOVE living by myself. If we could, I would rather him get his own apartment. But financially, that's pretty impossible.

So here we are. Two days away from being a normal, living together couple. I should be jumping with joy. But I'm just sort of stressed out. Hopefully these days with my friend will help me relax. At least I'll have something to distract me!!

*deep breaths*