I'm pretty mentaly unstable and mood swings as a teen have. I have my problems as everybody else. And I talk about them to my Angel, he listens and cheers me up. I don't understand how he can't be exhausted or tired of me. He do so much to me, offers, spend time with me when he has other things to do himself. And yet he hasn't asked something back. When I say I owe him he says that I don't owe him anything, and when I want to do things he says I don't need to do them.

Of course I appreciate all the things he does but I'm caring about him too. He knows that I'm a poor student and things at home are a bit tight with money, so he has saved money on an account for me, to take there when I need to. I feel a bit bad for him but I can't make him stop. And I can't and wont make him stop caring. Only if he could take some calm momets himself too and think about his health.

I feel that I need to do something, not just 1000s of thank yous and how much I appreciate and love what he's doing, I want to give him something but not sure of what yet. But I'm gonna do it whether he wants it or not.