So we finally talked about meeting each other for the first time. I started the talk about asking straight forward and he said he have thought about it. But this year I'll be occupied with some rest school so we feel that it's not a good time for a visit. If we would do now I might onlt have a vsist over weekend or two days. And just because of shitty school reform I don't have too much money right now either for a train ticket. But we'll definetly want and try next year.

We've been knowing each other for soon 2 years but I'd already wanted back last year, but so much was going on and all. I didn't thought I would meet him personal but we've circulated around it, not going deeper. It feels so long ago when meeting was just an imagination, and at the same time not. I wonder how I feel when I will go to meet him when it's time, and how it feel to touch him, feel him and smell him.

And also, I'd found a good quote from some unknown (cred to the person who made it):



This tells our situation.