I've finally got a job! It doesn't pay too much but at least something. The thing is that I'm a newbie and much of the things are new to me (working at an elder care). When I'd went on my three first intros, I'd realized that I wasn't so much experienced as I thought. I made so many error and it was just so embarrassing. Now in some hours I will work at my first shift alone alongside with someone else. I don't know why I freak out so much, but I guess it's new and I'm afraid to do wrong, that people will be mad at me. But as my mentors said in the beginning, "we've all been there, being new", so I guess there's where I am.

I hope I will be more comfortable in myself and hopefully know the routines more and all that. It's pretty okay so far. Well, yeah, there's my little vent...