My Raine is not the type of guy to show or talk about emotions, not at all, and its OK because he shows how he feels everyday, although it can be confusing sometimes and has caused me to hold back on my feelings a bit, I've been so afraid we weren't on the same page and I was going to end up hurt. I'm more in love with him than I've ever been, more than I even thought was possible outside of cheesy romance movies and books. Last night I was trying to get him the hell off the phone and into bed, because we were well past our normal time. He was being his usual stubborn, talkative self so I was teasing him, telling him he acts like a naughty little boy, who sneaks a flashlight under the covers to read all night, which makes him laugh whenever I say that to him. We weren't really talking about anything important, but he was stalling. I figured it was because I had to work really late the night before, so we missed our call, but I think he was trying to figure out how to bring up that he had a song for me without sounding too emotional in a way.
I've been learning Finnish, just basic words for now, but Raine's quite impressed with my progress
He told me he wanted to see just how good my Finnish is by translating a song he had for me. I was like "Oh god, this should be interesting" As in a 
kind of interesting. That's my boy, ha! Anyway, he sent the file and changed the name to 2Jen. I asked how the hell he expected me to figure out the song, without the name, and he just laughed at me, the jerk. I asked if it was for now or later, and he said "Oh no, not now, later please, otherwise I'll be embarrassed", then I was honestly interested! I finally got him to hang up, and listened to the song, it sounded beautiful even if I didn't understand it. Then, I had to look into the properties of the file to find an idea where to look. Of course I got the info, there was no way I wasn't going to get the lyrics and then find the translation! Anyway, it turns out that its the most beautiful song I've ever heard, and I've relinquished any doubt I may have had. I'm going to post it both in Finnish and in roughly translated English. Parts of the English are a little hard to understand, since the language structure is different, but I've been over the moon all day and I feel such contentment and peace.In Finnish....
Rakkaudesta by Sielun Veljet
Huokaus kulkee, se syliinsä sulkee
jo vierähtäneen kyyneleen
tunnelma lämmin ja surullinen
mutta silti onnellinen
Sun jalkasi hakkaavat katujen kultaa
mä jähmetyn keskellä jään
sä lähetät kaukaisen kaupungin luolista
valoa lämmittävää
Me neroja ollaan sä tiesitkö sen
me keksimme rakkauden
Sä olen maa, mä olen kuu
sä olet kuu, mä olen maa
Rakennan sun sydämeesi taloa mä rakastan sua
enemmän kuin Jumalaa
rakennan sun sydämeesi taloa mä rakastan sua
enemmän kuin Jumalaa
Hetkemme kauneimmat liian kauniita
sanojen viekkaudelle
rakkaus on rauhaa ja vapautta
sanoja raiskattuja
On kotini linnaakin komeampi
sydämesi
on kotisi lämmin ja lohdullinen
sydämeni
Me neroja ollaan sä tiesitkö sen
me keksimme rakkauden
Sä olet maa, mä olen kuu
sä olet kuu, mä olen maa
Rakennan sun sydämeesi taloa mä rakastan sua
enemmän kuin Jumalaa
rakennan sun sydämeesi taloa mä rakastan sua
enemmän kuin Jumalaa
julistan sun sydämesi valoa mä rakastan sua
enemmän kuin Jumalaa
rakennan sun sydämeesi taloa mä rakastan sua
enemmän kuin Jumalaa
In English....
Sigh goes, it closes in the lap
by the tear that was shed
mood warm and sad
but neverthless glad
The gold of the streets are being pound by your feet
I freeze in the middle of the ice
You send from the distant caves of the city
Light warming
We are genius, you know that?
We invented love
You are earth I am moon
You are moon I am earth
I build a house in your heart I love you
more than God
I build a house in your heart I love you
more than God
Our words for the moment are too beautiful
for the sly words
Love is peace and freedom
raped words
My home is better than a castle
your heart
Is your home warm and comforting
my heart
We are smart, you know that?
We invented love
You are earth,I am moon
You are moon I am earth
I build a house in your heart I love you
more than God
I build a house in your heart I love you
more than God
I declare the light of your heart I love you
more than God
I build a house in your heart I love you
more than God
