This is my first time to post here as other blogs where posted in another site.

At first I don't know how will I construct it since I am confused or deeply hurt on how my SO is acting. I felt that something changed after a week he went back from his one month vacation here. It was right after he went out with his so called cousins that I felt that he is so distant.

Two nights ago, I asked him if we are okay...and I have waited for an hour till I fell asleep. He just responded after one and a half hour and told me that he went out with his dog and took a shower. Until now, that question is still hanging...he haven't answered it and avoiding it.

He now hardly says I miss you and never say I love you which is quite unusual.

Am i being paranoid that he is diverting his attention someone since he has been acting so strange? Now I have decided myself, to give him space so both of us can think. And I will be ready for whatever results may happen.