That is how long I have to wait until I get to see my SO! It's been a year since I've seen him last and I've had my share of break downs and crying sprees but now the visit is so close I can almost feel him in my arms! I can't stop bouncing off the walls in anticipation and my heart is constantly racing every time I think about it, I don't know how I'm going to manage sitting in school the day my friend and I go to pick him up! I'm going to be a total spaz.

But everything is going so smoothly this year which is a nice change compared to last years disaster, honestly a week before he was due to come our ride flaked out on us, and he had to postpone coming down a day which meant we only got less than 24 hours together not to mention because my ride flaked I was stuck in an area I didn't know anything about with no money and no way to get home, luckily I had a friend who also went to the convention that my SO and I met at so I stayed with him. This year everything is perfect, I have a ride that's set in stone, he's already got his plane ticket, I have more than enough money for the hotel this time and we get more than 24 hours with each other.

Now the only thing I can do is wait and it's killing me, I want him here now, I don't know how I'm going to hold on for 10 more days of this! Oh well I've waited a year, a few more days is worth the insane butterflies. I wasn't even this nervous last time! It's probably because now I know what I've been missing.