Title says it all, my SO and I have been going through a bit of a rough patch, not fighting but ever since closing the distance plans fell apart he's been kinda distant, totally understandable I mean it's not like I've been all rainbows and sunshine but today I log into facebook and just scrolling through my SO posted the whole greek mythology thing about people being split apart by Zeus and doomed to search for their other halves and this random chick I've never heard him talk about before posted a comment on it saying "will you be my other half? :]" it kinda pissed me off, I mean this random chick gets to post shit like that and I can't even like any of his crap for fear his family might find out.

Now after this I decided to check his profile and that same girl posted hearts all over his wall and honestly now I feel like crying, I mean it hurts, seeing another girl put crap like that all over MY boyfriends profile. Then that brings me to the whole relationship status thing, I mean I understood why he kept it as single when I was underage, he didn't want to explain to his parents why his facebook said he was in a relationship yet he never brings a girl around but I've been 18 for a month now, it's not like he has to say he's with me but just putting it as taken would ease my mind, at least others like this girl would see that they should keep their hands off him, I'm a very jealous person and usually I would keep this to myself but with us going through this mess I'm worried that he's finding someone else, and I wish I could ask him about it but he's at work and won't be home until super late.

God I hate feeling so insecure about it all, this has never happened before and it seems weird that as soon as we hit a rough patch this shit starts popping up. I just wish I could talk to him about it. Ugh.