I thought there was a vent thread on here but I couldn't find it. Blog post it is.
Today I return to school from my spring break but I'm not relaxed at all. Graduation is almost 50 days away but all I can think about all the presentations, papers, exams, and research I have to do before then.
I'm still living in a bad situation at home and saving enough to move out feels like years away.
I'm usually positive but all I feel like doing is quitting everything. I'm just so mentally tired due to my obligations and circumstances and then life throws other things in my way like the latest my laptop dying on me. This student has no extra cash to buy a computer unless I dip into my move-out savings which I don't want to do.
I try to focus on the fun I'll have on the weekend of my graduation but there's just so much time and so many obstacles before that point that it barely helps.
When my laptop stopped working yesterday I had to fight a nervous breakdown.

Anyway, thanks for taking the time if anyone read this.