Aideu sweet soldier
Till you are safe and sound in the arms of the mountains you love so dearly
I shall hope to see you, to hear from you once again
As a robin sings as a sign that his lover spring has returned once again from the dreaded dead silence of winter
So shall I rejoice in the future when you have returned once again
I bid thee safe travels

Sorry all, it was just something I had to get out of my head. I've been sitting on the idea of that poem for a couple days now, and I just wanted it out of my head.
It's hard, the missing him every day you try to keep busy, but he's always in the back of your mind. Deployment is hard, but I knew it was going to be hard when it hit me that I had fallen for a soldier. It's not like I planned this, I certainly didn't ask to fall in love with a soldier. Honestly, I couldn't be happier to have fallen for my SO, he makes me so unbelievably happy and it just feels right with him.
Even though we are probably still in the "newlywed phase" all I can hope is that we can stay this happy together, sure there are gonna be fights, we're going to be angry with one another one day, but I know I'm gonna want to talk it out, because no matter what the fight is about, it will never be worth our relationship.
I'm just rambling...I guess I can stop now lol
-until next time