LIFE (in general):

I'm so excited to say that in September I'll officially be a college freshmen! Taking five classes at sixteen credits this coming semester. Is been a while since I've been in school, so I'm afraid maybe I've gotten dumber? =/ All I can do is try my best though, I don't think it'll be too hard, just time consuming.

Also, I've been summoned to jury duty. -_- I have no idea of anyone else my age being summoned for it, my grandma has only been summoned once and couldn't go because she was sick. So I'm anxious and nervous but also kind of excited. I cannot wait to see. The dates are set for the middle of next week, so I'm super anxious.

75% done with my "quilt"-like body pillowcase, and realized I don't have enough fabric... maybe I'll make it two different styles? I only have enough fabric for the front of the case. Oh well lol it's coming along nicely for being my first pillow case I've really made.


LOVE LIFE:
Still haven't heard from my SO, however I've decided I'll wait for him as long as I have to. Hopefully he'll be back home sooner rather than later, but sometimes you don't get what you wish for. No matter how much you want it. My blog before this I guess I was freaking out a little bit about what had happend, but after a few days I've just been feeling better. I suppose that one day was just a huge slump, they happen sometimes. I've been rereading old text messages and things like that, and I've realized. He is NOT nor is he anywhere NEAR the guy that had seemingly crushed my heart last fall. He is so DIFFERENT, so much better really. =)
I trust him, afterall, I know he would not do anything too hurt me. He did say before he deployed for the second time that I was "the best thing that had ever happend to him." It was definetly just a tough day that day. I'm feeling super relieved right now, but that doesn't make this any easier.
The thing that I despise is, that -God knows-if anything were to happen to him I would never know! When he gets back, I plan on taking with him about this.