So today was the first time we had a video call. At first it was really hard because it kept disconnecting over and over just like when we talk on Line. But after non stop trying by her (I am pretty sure she wanted to video chat as much as I did) we talked for about an hour although I use the term talked loosely. I feel like all I could do is sit there and creepily stare at her with a big stupid grin on my face for the most part LOL. And naturally, after the call I think to myself why didn't I say this or why didn't I ask that? I can always find just the right things to say or do after its much too late to do them. But still I think for the most part we managed to keep the conversation going. And it was pretty good. It was very different though, I told her, that it was so crazy because seeing her like that I felt as if I could just reach out and touch her even though I knew I could not. At any rate, besides what I thought, she said she had a good time and enjoyed seeing my stupid grin (go figure but, I love her to death).

All in all it was very exciting. I am glad to have made it this far. Some good people told me that it is best right now to just sit back and relax and enjoy the ride a little bit so that is what I am doing. We are learning things about each other all the time and finding out all these thing we have in common! We already knew we had a lot in common as far as likes and interests but Ive been expressly saying that I want to know EVERYTHING about her so we have been digging back into our past and learning so much about each other. It is a very good time right now beside the intense desire to sell everything I have and become and illegal immigrant to the Philippines so that I may see her sometimes lol jk.

It is good but I know there are much harder times ahead. So I have to stay as much as possible trying to learn from other people's experiences with LDR's because I have to make this work! If anyone took the time to read this then thank you and I hope it will help you in some way and if you are in an LDR too I wish you luck!