After all the worrying I have done lately it has all been washed away. I feel so great to day! I had came across this, here at this site http://www.lovingfromadistance.com/1000questions.html and thought I would try it as I have been wanting to get to know my SO very well. So last night I asked about maybe 4-5 questions from it, not really many and we talked about some answers a little and some where simple answers and I did learn some things about her and hopefully she learned some things about me too. I don't know if it was the timing, the questions, or whatever but even after the questions were answered more and more things came up. We talked for hours on the phone (thank goodness it cooperated with us except for a little bit at point because we tried to Skype before then and her net just wasn't going to have it)!!! She opened up to me and told me things I know she has never told anyone else before. We really strengthened our relationship last night it was so great. After the phone call was over we continued to text until I went to sleep and when I woke up we were right back at it (no work today). She stayed up the latest I've ever known her to stay up and we texted so much. She seems a lot more comfortable with me now. Oh, I hope this will last forever. I am so very happy and thankful for all of this. Again, I don't know if it was the questions or not but I will definitely try some more from it again sometime and see what happens then maybe I could make a formal recommendation about the book.
Anyways, that wasn't the main point of this lol I was just feeling like sharing! So the job I currently have is in IT but it is a very basic level job with extremely low pay where I don't even work 40 hrs sometimes in one week . I had been quite depressed myself for a long time before my SO came into my life. I was able to barely get by like that for a while but that is all I was doing was getting by. I need to be able to save money now and I want to be able to do more things for her so I have been looking for a better job. I got a call back yesterday from a place and they want me to come in for an interview today. This job will mean $2-3 more and hour which is pretty huge. The downside is that it is an outdoor labor job and I am not sure what shift they will put me on and I already know it will be long hours with overtime normally occurring.
While this is all great for the points I made above its not going to leave much time or energy for other things. I have already told her about all this. She was very supportive and thanked me for everything. So anyways, if I get the job it could be both good and bad. I really need the job to have any hope of seeing her. But it means I might have to spend less time with her now. I think it will be worth it. I'm certainly not known in my circles for making the right choices but I think this time I am. So I took today off to go to my interview for a different job. I will leave soon and I will update this when I get back!
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UPDATE:
Well I'm back. I didn't find out if I got the job or not yet. But the guy that interviewed me was so nice and easy going. He said there were a few more people he had to interview and then he could talk it over with his supervisor about who to hire. He said he wanted to tell me so I wasn't waiting around be worried as much. He said probably middle next week he would call me and let me know if I got the job or not but he said right now I was looking like a strong candidate for the position. Today has been such a good day and it keeps getting better! I feel so happy and so blessed to have all this stuff happen and to have all the support of everyone here too lately its been such a big help to me! Thanks to everyone!
If you are reading this I thank you and hope you can find value in it and also if you're in an LDR then I wish you much strength, wisdom and luck!
@abna1 - Thanks! I hope I can keep posting happy ones too! Thank you so much for your wishes of luck!