Well it has been a little while. I actually wrote about 6 blogs since last time and this time but kept deleting them when I was done. They were mostly me just being whiny. I've been on an emotional roller coaster the past 3-4 days I guess. Its been pretty hard on me or rather just exhausting. A couple nights ago it got to a pretty low point. All day yesterday, I felt very hurt. I have not felt just so hurt by anything emotionally in a very long time and I just didn't feel like talking much about it at the time and I think, as a result of everything, I was being distance from my SO even when we were talking and it may have worried her. There were a couple times when I tried to say something and every time I did she had to go and do something and that was frustrating me too. Anyways, I went to sleep very early and woke up late. My wonderful SO had wrote me a beautiful and long text message. So I feel a lot better about things today. We talked for a little while too. It was nice.
Also, I still have not heard anything for the place I applied to for a new job. I was really hoping for it too. I would've thought I would hear by yesterday as the person who interviewed me made it sound but I guess I will give it today and Friday. If I have not heard by then I suppose I need to move on but I was especially hoping for that one as the pay was quite good for entry level work.
Nothing much really happening for me right now but, it has been awhile since I wrote here so I thought I would update a little.
If you read this thank you. If you are in an LDR then I wish you much happiness, strength and luck!
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#1TheSteelAngel commentedMarch 19, 2015, 12:58 PMEditing a commentAww it's nice having a wonderful SO by your side isn't it? She will always be there to pick you up when you fall if you let her. So do be careful about distancing yourself in the future. That really worries us girls lol. I haven't heard back from the jobs I applied to either so I know how you feel. Good luck with everything!
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#2xjustxinxtimex commentedMarch 20, 2015, 01:10 AMEditing a commentYes. That is good advice! She has said something before about not liking the distance thing. This time was different. I think she understood why it was happening and I was still doing my best to talk to her and I tried to tell her how a felt a few times but we kept getting interrupted. Also, yes! Have someone to be there for you is amazing! I haven't had that much in my life if at all. I am enjoying it and I am so lucky to have someone who is willing to be there for me.
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