We got to Texas today and am finally at his apartment. Tomorrow I go and sign the lease on my new place and in a couple days the movers should be here. The drive was exhausting, so much more exhausting than I thought it would be, but I'm glad to be here. He's exhausted too.
It's kind of surreal. I didn't cry at my going away party, or when we left, but I start crying when I got a little ways from home, on the road. To be honest, I feel like I have to be strong for my boyfriend. I know he's just as nervous as I am about this whole thing, but I think as soon as I'm alone, I may lose it. Just typing about it is a bit overwhelming.
Now that I'm here I have so much to do and learn. I have to learn the area, where things are, make new friends and get things sorted out at school.
I'm still so numb to the whole thing, when other people would be jumping up and down with joy. Don't get me wrong, I am really happy to be here, I just ... I guess it just hasn't hit yet.
It's kind of surreal. I didn't cry at my going away party, or when we left, but I start crying when I got a little ways from home, on the road. To be honest, I feel like I have to be strong for my boyfriend. I know he's just as nervous as I am about this whole thing, but I think as soon as I'm alone, I may lose it. Just typing about it is a bit overwhelming.
Now that I'm here I have so much to do and learn. I have to learn the area, where things are, make new friends and get things sorted out at school.
I'm still so numb to the whole thing, when other people would be jumping up and down with joy. Don't get me wrong, I am really happy to be here, I just ... I guess it just hasn't hit yet.
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