2nd time closing the distance?

[snow]

I've thought about all these before and it leaves me in the situation of either he moves here or were stuck with a LDR. He's apologized about throwing me out before and told me it's the biggest mistake of his life yet were still apart. I really think he just is not ready for that much of a commitment to be honest.

I'm afraid I have to agree with you. He is probably not ready yet

[x0_kris]

& if that's the case, that he just isn't ready yet then I'm going to need to be patient and wait. With him still being in school, I have to take that into consideration. If we do close the distance it would be the beginning of next year probably.

[Kiyama]

He might never be ready for a comittment to you. What kind of person kicks someone out of their apartment? Doesn't show much good character and if he really was that much in love with you, he'd get his a** down to you and not expect you to throw your life away for the second time. You are certainly not the one who should have to be patient and understanding. He should be making up to you big time after that stunt he pulled!

[x0_kris]

Part of me feels like it was my fault he kicked me out, maybe I was too clingy or maybe I could have tried harder to find a job. I just come up with a ton of reasons as to why it wasn't just his fault for kicking me out. Part of it thinks it was mostly me... :-(

[Hollandia]

Part of me feels like it was my fault he kicked me out, maybe I was too clingy or maybe I could have tried harder to find a job. I just come up with a ton of reasons as to why it wasn't just his fault for kicking me out. Part of it thinks it was mostly me... :-(

That is scary that you are willing to take any blame for being kicked out by someone that is supposed to love you and very unhealthy.

[LadyDaemon]

That is scary that you are willing to take any blame for being kicked out by someone that is supposed to love you and very unhealthy.

I second this. You said you had a babysitting job. Hell,that was better then nothing and you had very limited transportation so no. You did what you could at the time.