Hey there everyone- I haven't posted on here in ages! I think before I stopped posting, I was about to visit Liam for the first time. Well, we met, had a great time, and I had to go home again. Probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do, no exaggerating there. We were long distance again from June until September and now I'm back here in Australia!
Yesterday my more long-term visa got accepted. (YAY!) However, this time around I've been feeling a lot more homesick. My family is busy most of the time and can't skype very often. My friends have stopped talking to me almost entirely. I miss everyone back home a lot and it's hard being so far away. I've copped the blame for a lot of things going wrong because I've left. For example, my friend said she won't leave her abusive relationship 'cause I'm gone and she has no one to fall back on.
I also don't have a lot of friends here except our roommate and another person I don't see or even speak to very often. I guess I feel like I'm kinda stuck in a rut. I can't even go to work because my visa won't allow it. Argh >.< It's driving me nuts. I don't really know what to do.
Yesterday my more long-term visa got accepted. (YAY!) However, this time around I've been feeling a lot more homesick. My family is busy most of the time and can't skype very often. My friends have stopped talking to me almost entirely. I miss everyone back home a lot and it's hard being so far away. I've copped the blame for a lot of things going wrong because I've left. For example, my friend said she won't leave her abusive relationship 'cause I'm gone and she has no one to fall back on.
I also don't have a lot of friends here except our roommate and another person I don't see or even speak to very often. I guess I feel like I'm kinda stuck in a rut. I can't even go to work because my visa won't allow it. Argh >.< It's driving me nuts. I don't really know what to do.
Comment