So I was finally able to see Jay after 7 months. We spent the last month of my summer vacation in Cali, together. Seeing him was the most incredible thing to happen to me since the last time I saw him before that lol. The wait was well worth every amazing second we spent together. This time he stayed much longer than previous visits. We didnt do much but hang out and talk and go on a few dates. We even got a little routine going. We had arguments and make up talk, cuddling and sex. It was like living with him. Now that Im back in NY, its back to reality. I miss how attentive he is and just being together, in the same room, even if all we did was watch tv quietly.
Ive been here a day and all I think about it closing the distance. We have only talked about it briefly a few times. He has been saying for a while that next summer would be our goal. Before I left Cali, he mentioned that even though being separated again hurt, this would be the last time we would have to leave each other. Im guessing that means I wont be seeing him for another year...? I really wish I would have asked him about it now. After having an entire month together its too hard to be apart. I miss him more than ever and would love to settle in finally. Things are moving kind of slow for him right now though. I know he needs me to be patient and Ill def try my best to be.
I was lucky enough to win a love letter satchel <3 (yayyy) so Im looking forward to putting our memories in something special and in some sort of order. Any suggestions on how to make these 365 days go faster?
Ive been here a day and all I think about it closing the distance. We have only talked about it briefly a few times. He has been saying for a while that next summer would be our goal. Before I left Cali, he mentioned that even though being separated again hurt, this would be the last time we would have to leave each other. Im guessing that means I wont be seeing him for another year...? I really wish I would have asked him about it now. After having an entire month together its too hard to be apart. I miss him more than ever and would love to settle in finally. Things are moving kind of slow for him right now though. I know he needs me to be patient and Ill def try my best to be.
I was lucky enough to win a love letter satchel <3 (yayyy) so Im looking forward to putting our memories in something special and in some sort of order. Any suggestions on how to make these 365 days go faster?
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