Hi! I'm Maria and I'm 17. I live in Poland near to the our capital city Warsaw, in a village. I'm going to the high school in Warsaw and more time of my daily life I spend in this city. I'm writing a fantasy book and poems. I love learning foreign languages - I learn English, German, Italian and Finnish. My true passion is writing. But I also like singing very much. I prefer rock and classical singing. I love music and it's my second interest. Music is my analgesic. It helps me with my complicated life. I always thinkin' about my life and I'm interested in philosophy, psychology and parapsychology. I love travelling. I grew up in many cities in Poland - railway stations were my daily life, so I'm used to travelling and I really enjoy it! ) I love trains - recently are my big inspiration. And my next interest is of course photographing. It's giving me inspiration to writing and makin' visions in my mind.
My boyfriend lives 250 miles away from me. We met on the net and since 6 months we're together. Lot of time I spend on journey - I love railway! I remember when I was a child and my parents have had a similar situation and their taking me for a journey many times. It's a nice coincidence, that my boyfriend lives in region, where my mum's family lives! So our first meeting, before talking on the net was easier than I could think about. We have the same interests - of course music, because we met through our music taste on last.fm! When I met him, my life changed of 180 degrees. I started to think about the future - coming to university in the same city, living together, develop passions and maybe create a family. I sign here, because sometimes I feel so alone... When he's not by my side ;(( I feel only pain, because I have no family support and unfortunately those I love are away from me (my bf and lot of my best friends). I'm crying when he have to come back to his place. I'm crying when I have to come back. The distance is killing me, but our love is so strong, that I know we'll survive. I need him so much, but I know that I have to wait for his coming. I'd like to have him so close to myself, but I know, it's impossible. We have only 2 years of high school - 2 years loving from a distance. I believe we'll survive, then we'll wake up in the same bed so close to each other... I live on tracks, and when I get on the train I feel this marvelous euphoria, for which I want to live - because I want to live for him to make him happy
My boyfriend lives 250 miles away from me. We met on the net and since 6 months we're together. Lot of time I spend on journey - I love railway! I remember when I was a child and my parents have had a similar situation and their taking me for a journey many times. It's a nice coincidence, that my boyfriend lives in region, where my mum's family lives! So our first meeting, before talking on the net was easier than I could think about. We have the same interests - of course music, because we met through our music taste on last.fm! When I met him, my life changed of 180 degrees. I started to think about the future - coming to university in the same city, living together, develop passions and maybe create a family. I sign here, because sometimes I feel so alone... When he's not by my side ;(( I feel only pain, because I have no family support and unfortunately those I love are away from me (my bf and lot of my best friends). I'm crying when he have to come back to his place. I'm crying when I have to come back. The distance is killing me, but our love is so strong, that I know we'll survive. I need him so much, but I know that I have to wait for his coming. I'd like to have him so close to myself, but I know, it's impossible. We have only 2 years of high school - 2 years loving from a distance. I believe we'll survive, then we'll wake up in the same bed so close to each other... I live on tracks, and when I get on the train I feel this marvelous euphoria, for which I want to live - because I want to live for him to make him happy
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