The only reason I joined an online dating site was because I felt left out. My friends joined and were talking about how so-and-so is on there, too. I was thinking, "Oh, man! This sounds like fun. I'm gonna see what this is about." The first day I created a profile I found the man I wanted to spend my life with. I'm a strong Catholic from Seattle and the man I was/am interested in is another Catholic from St. Louis. Like all relationships, we started talking and getting to know each other. I couldn't believe I found someone so much like myself. How can this person exist? He's just like me! The more we talked, the more we had in common. Soon, we made plans to meet. During the time of planning to meet, we developed a love for each other. I loved this man before I even met him. We finally met last month and, as I had expected, hit it off and fell more in love with each other. Now we are apart again and the distance seems even further. I want him beside me again. He plans on making the sacrifice to move here but there is a problem, he doesn't have a job waiting for him here. He's a graphic designer, but works at Whole Foods. There's the possibility of him transferring but nothing has come up. We've been applying for jobs like crazy; Microsoft, Google, Amazon, and other companies (small ones, too) but nothing. I feel like we're at a dead end. We have no leads. The sad thing about all of this is that we don't know when we'll see each other next. It almost puts me into despair. My heart is so weak and my emotions make me crazy. I miss him. I need him. I want him. I love him. I just wish things would fall into place and we can be together again. If there is anyone from the Seattle area that can help me/us out, I'd greatly appreciate it.
Pax,
Becca
Pax,
Becca
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