What are we though
This guy is bi, poly, and pan. Gets tested and doesn’t mind recreational drugs. I’m 11 years younger. We met in 2013. There was 8 years we did not talk. Visited him in London 3x. He’s Australian, now in California. Apparently has two ex’s, female. I had one boyfriend or serious relationship. We snapchat daily when he wakes up and I go to bed. It’s a big distance. -10 hours. 300 days streak now of snaps
I was his babygirl on fetlife and we had a kink app with rewards and missions and whatnot. For a few weeks. He visited for a week in October. He has fuckbuddies and I’m afraid he’ll wear it down. Seriously… he’s the best I’ve had in bed. I just wonder if I’m anything to him. A responsibility? I told him I love him while having wine from their vinyard, and he shouted it when he left.
I wish we were more. I want to give him everything. I have doubts about if we exist outside of this age difference kink. I am fat and ugly anyway. I can’t have kids. I wanted to get married once in the same church my grandparents did. Now I’m just pathetic..
I was his babygirl on fetlife and we had a kink app with rewards and missions and whatnot. For a few weeks. He visited for a week in October. He has fuckbuddies and I’m afraid he’ll wear it down. Seriously… he’s the best I’ve had in bed. I just wonder if I’m anything to him. A responsibility? I told him I love him while having wine from their vinyard, and he shouted it when he left.
I wish we were more. I want to give him everything. I have doubts about if we exist outside of this age difference kink. I am fat and ugly anyway. I can’t have kids. I wanted to get married once in the same church my grandparents did. Now I’m just pathetic..
Comment