Been long time since i post here. Last time i post i think its about my SO moving to Moscow, Russia. And then things get more though for both of us.
Just an update.
After 2 months not hearing his voice last night i think he just fed up with the skype situation where he can not use it on wifi and he can not put his own because still staying with his aunt while on apartment hunt (expensive in moscow). Two months and i started to send him despair mails saying i miss him badly that it hurt to think about him! and its not healthy at all.
I think this is the phase when you say love is crazy hahah he made me crazy.
Anyway he call me last night and we talk for like 20 mins when i finally realize its not a skype phone call.. he said he call from his cellphone. I was saying "are you nuts haha it must be very expensive!" but he just said things like well skype doesnt work..and its sweet how he talk like that i know he was blushing saying those i know he miss me too--haha just can not say it right its just his thing
So we talk about lots of thing for ONE HOUR! until the phone went off and he send me mail to say he running out of credit haaha... i am happy i could hear his voice... i scream, i nearly cry...
And this morning when i woke up and remember all the conversation i just thought.. oh God.. i never love someone this much! and i am very lucky that he actually miss me and also -finally- become crazy enough to call me from his cellphone.
I was down for a week or more, i went all crazy for works, watch lots of dvd and feel unhappy and cry almost every night, i miss him badly. So glad that he call me!!
Just an update.
After 2 months not hearing his voice last night i think he just fed up with the skype situation where he can not use it on wifi and he can not put his own because still staying with his aunt while on apartment hunt (expensive in moscow). Two months and i started to send him despair mails saying i miss him badly that it hurt to think about him! and its not healthy at all.
I think this is the phase when you say love is crazy hahah he made me crazy.
Anyway he call me last night and we talk for like 20 mins when i finally realize its not a skype phone call.. he said he call from his cellphone. I was saying "are you nuts haha it must be very expensive!" but he just said things like well skype doesnt work..and its sweet how he talk like that i know he was blushing saying those i know he miss me too--haha just can not say it right its just his thing
So we talk about lots of thing for ONE HOUR! until the phone went off and he send me mail to say he running out of credit haaha... i am happy i could hear his voice... i scream, i nearly cry...
And this morning when i woke up and remember all the conversation i just thought.. oh God.. i never love someone this much! and i am very lucky that he actually miss me and also -finally- become crazy enough to call me from his cellphone.
I was down for a week or more, i went all crazy for works, watch lots of dvd and feel unhappy and cry almost every night, i miss him badly. So glad that he call me!!
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