Is it possible that after i visited she just lost all feelings for me overnight?

[therabbit14]

I tried to do the same thing to my SO just after I came back. I was having such a hard time with readjusting I felt like if I pushed him away it would somehow get easier for me. It sounds like she realized what it was like to have you with her and doesn't want to go back to dealing with the distance because its too hard for her.

yes sounds about right. i was thinking the same.