Today it is our first anniversary. We haven't sent presents or anything, because neither of us can afford to, I sent him a letter, that's about it. We probably won't even actually talk today, because he's working, and he'll be working til 4 am his time, so he'll be too tired really.
I'm sort of ok with it. I'm not generally a big fussy person when it comes to this stuff anyway. The main thing that's got me down is that we don't get to do this in person, y'know? I don't care about fancy dinners or presents, I just wish I'd had the opportunity to small-scale celebrate by just being together and in love. And not only is this our first anniversary together, it's also both our first anniversaries ever (neither of us have been very good at actually holding down relationships long-term until now).
Like I said, it's not a massive deal, but it's...significant. For us both. And it's got me a bit down and I don't really know what to do about it.
I'm sort of ok with it. I'm not generally a big fussy person when it comes to this stuff anyway. The main thing that's got me down is that we don't get to do this in person, y'know? I don't care about fancy dinners or presents, I just wish I'd had the opportunity to small-scale celebrate by just being together and in love. And not only is this our first anniversary together, it's also both our first anniversaries ever (neither of us have been very good at actually holding down relationships long-term until now).
Like I said, it's not a massive deal, but it's...significant. For us both. And it's got me a bit down and I don't really know what to do about it.
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