Well I've been doing okay as far as Robert and I go. I'm trying to stay friends with him and be there for him... tho he seems to keep shoving me away. I suppose I'll just give him some space and let him know I'm there if he needs me. What more can I do?
I let him know I would be willing to stay in his life as long as he wanted me in his life and that I wouldnt just abandon him. ( I think that may be part of why he's acting this way. ) However Robert isnt the point of this post.
Sense going away to school I feel rather alone, I talk to one person in my group of friends back home and thats pretty much it. I feel as if I've dropped off of the face of the planet. As if I don't matter to anyone aside from family. Its quite depressing actually. It doesn't help that I now feel as if I'm not important to Robert due to him shoving me away. ( but thats another story I don't want to go into that, lets just say he has his reasons. ) Its more my friends back home. I seriously talk to one friend back home and thats it.
I mean yeah I have friends at school. But its not the same, I haven't been friends with them for years. No one messages or calls me, unless I call them... and even then I feel so out of place, so disconnected from the friends I used to have.... its... idk how to explain it.
Any tips. I've been listening to music to help but idk what else to do.
I let him know I would be willing to stay in his life as long as he wanted me in his life and that I wouldnt just abandon him. ( I think that may be part of why he's acting this way. ) However Robert isnt the point of this post.
Sense going away to school I feel rather alone, I talk to one person in my group of friends back home and thats pretty much it. I feel as if I've dropped off of the face of the planet. As if I don't matter to anyone aside from family. Its quite depressing actually. It doesn't help that I now feel as if I'm not important to Robert due to him shoving me away. ( but thats another story I don't want to go into that, lets just say he has his reasons. ) Its more my friends back home. I seriously talk to one friend back home and thats it.
I mean yeah I have friends at school. But its not the same, I haven't been friends with them for years. No one messages or calls me, unless I call them... and even then I feel so out of place, so disconnected from the friends I used to have.... its... idk how to explain it.
Any tips. I've been listening to music to help but idk what else to do.
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