Okay so basically I'm not in a relationship at the moment, my ex was long distance...even though that ended up being very horrible. (faking death blah blah) I already had an account on this as most of you would probably know, I really do hope that's okay though. Anyhow to the good stuff.
Luke is my bestfriend, He has been with me through everything that happened. I never really thought I would start having feelings for him but lately I've noticed things, I've been thinking about him more. Realizing how comfortable I am around him, how we can talk about anything so easily with eachother. Example: He told me he was going out on a date with this girl...I didn't think it would matter to me. But then I felt this jealousy and when he told me what she looked like and how he thought her eyes were so gorgeous. I was like ... oh that's nice. haha but yup, anyhow she never worked out and in a way I felt kind of glad. About a week ago I found out he knew another girl and that he met her around the same time as me. He told me that he had this special connection with her, I got so upset.. I was then just realizing maybe I do have more feelings for him then I know.
I am talking to him right now actually and told him how I feel but that I am scared honestly. I don't want to hurt him and if it doesn't work out, I don't want to lose him or be all awkward. So I think we are going to try it out, he has feelings for me and seems to be pretty happy about this whole idea. ^_^
I just wanted to say that I guess. hehe
Luke is my bestfriend, He has been with me through everything that happened. I never really thought I would start having feelings for him but lately I've noticed things, I've been thinking about him more. Realizing how comfortable I am around him, how we can talk about anything so easily with eachother. Example: He told me he was going out on a date with this girl...I didn't think it would matter to me. But then I felt this jealousy and when he told me what she looked like and how he thought her eyes were so gorgeous. I was like ... oh that's nice. haha but yup, anyhow she never worked out and in a way I felt kind of glad. About a week ago I found out he knew another girl and that he met her around the same time as me. He told me that he had this special connection with her, I got so upset.. I was then just realizing maybe I do have more feelings for him then I know.
I am talking to him right now actually and told him how I feel but that I am scared honestly. I don't want to hurt him and if it doesn't work out, I don't want to lose him or be all awkward. So I think we are going to try it out, he has feelings for me and seems to be pretty happy about this whole idea. ^_^
I just wanted to say that I guess. hehe
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