He has a freaking main board date! This is the big exam he has to take to find out if he is 'good enough' to be an Army Officer. God I will be such a mess, this is HUGE! He will be going May 15-16 and by the end of the 16th he will have an answer. This answer is pretty much also the yes or no to if me and him can ever close the distance. If they say no to him, it is the door on all our dreams of being together being closed, most likely forever. I can see no way for us to make it work unless he becomes an officer, as I am disabled and cannot work full time, and he is a non-graduate so his likelihood of getting a job well paying enough to support us both is unlikely.
I am so nervous. He is also moving out his dad's this weekend, and if all goes as planned we MAY be getting officially 'back together' soon. Right now we are not official, but still good friends with a LOT of love for each other and hopes of being together.
I am so nervous. He is also moving out his dad's this weekend, and if all goes as planned we MAY be getting officially 'back together' soon. Right now we are not official, but still good friends with a LOT of love for each other and hopes of being together.
That'd be wonderful if he gets it!
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