Let me just say that my girlfriend is right: I overthink a lot Just wanting to premise it.
I know when I see my girlfriend and stay with her, everything is right in the world. I love being around her and being able to relax. When I leave we are both so sweet to one another and so perfect we break in tears because we miss one another. I remember breaking down during a few days after Christmas because she was going to leave the next day. Even as recent as three weeks ago I remember tearing up because I was about to leave.
The strange thing is that I'm sad, but I can go back to my routine much easier than her. I feel much more better around her, but I can live knowing that I am going to see her for a few weeks. The only time I get scared is if I am uncertain about that. This comes down to me feeling like I don't miss her as much as she misses me, or missing her as much as I should. I don't know. Maybe because I KNOW I am going to see her. Does that make sense or am I truly overanalyzing my feelings?
My routine is pretty basis: work, gym, talk/skype to my girlfriend 1-2 hours during the entire day on a daily basis, sleep. I guess I am just used to her being around. I was just wondering if any other guys felt the same way. It's not like my interest is waning I don't think, it's just that I know I'm going to see her so I know she will be in my life.
Obviously I miss her quite often and at times deeply, but I don't think I have those feelings as much as my girl.
I know when I see my girlfriend and stay with her, everything is right in the world. I love being around her and being able to relax. When I leave we are both so sweet to one another and so perfect we break in tears because we miss one another. I remember breaking down during a few days after Christmas because she was going to leave the next day. Even as recent as three weeks ago I remember tearing up because I was about to leave.
The strange thing is that I'm sad, but I can go back to my routine much easier than her. I feel much more better around her, but I can live knowing that I am going to see her for a few weeks. The only time I get scared is if I am uncertain about that. This comes down to me feeling like I don't miss her as much as she misses me, or missing her as much as I should. I don't know. Maybe because I KNOW I am going to see her. Does that make sense or am I truly overanalyzing my feelings?
My routine is pretty basis: work, gym, talk/skype to my girlfriend 1-2 hours during the entire day on a daily basis, sleep. I guess I am just used to her being around. I was just wondering if any other guys felt the same way. It's not like my interest is waning I don't think, it's just that I know I'm going to see her so I know she will be in my life.
Obviously I miss her quite often and at times deeply, but I don't think I have those feelings as much as my girl.
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