So i've been forced to take up that question i put on hold a while ago.
The reasons for fixing a way to do the summerjob is many.
The biggest reason of course being the money, which could be useful for when i move to LA.
But my family doesn't atleast see that as the major reason for doing it. They seem to believe that i think i can just skip my way through life. Which is not true at all. Ofc i know that i have to work to get money and live on my own and stuff. I'm not that naive.
So anyway. As some of you know i live at my dad's place right now, which is not even close to my mom's place. And the summerjob is ofc close to my mom's place. Which ultimately results in me having to go back a step and move in there again, which i'm not very keen on. Especially not when reading some txts i they sent me after i took off.
I will translate a few of them.
So this one i got from my mom
"You should be ashamed.
Tomorrow we will empty your room,
you don't want to live here anyway
We should get some money from your stuff
Have a good life and continue to not care about the people that love you the most"
And this one from my stepfather
"You fu**ing ego
You only feel sorry about yourself.
Go and get a life, and before you do that return the housekey and my phone.
Then you can go on and become a loser you ego"
As you can see very loving texts.
But i was actually not sad when i went through all of that.
i was just so happy that i took a step out to create my own life.
So yeah moving back there is like it would be so unnecessary hard.
And the money issue i should be more than alright on. I have my study aid fixed. I have the ability to get more money beside that.
So yeah i just kind of needed to write it down. And if you have anything to add, then that would be helpful and more than welcome
The reasons for fixing a way to do the summerjob is many.
The biggest reason of course being the money, which could be useful for when i move to LA.
But my family doesn't atleast see that as the major reason for doing it. They seem to believe that i think i can just skip my way through life. Which is not true at all. Ofc i know that i have to work to get money and live on my own and stuff. I'm not that naive.
So anyway. As some of you know i live at my dad's place right now, which is not even close to my mom's place. And the summerjob is ofc close to my mom's place. Which ultimately results in me having to go back a step and move in there again, which i'm not very keen on. Especially not when reading some txts i they sent me after i took off.
I will translate a few of them.
So this one i got from my mom
"You should be ashamed.
Tomorrow we will empty your room,
you don't want to live here anyway
We should get some money from your stuff
Have a good life and continue to not care about the people that love you the most"
And this one from my stepfather
"You fu**ing ego
You only feel sorry about yourself.
Go and get a life, and before you do that return the housekey and my phone.
Then you can go on and become a loser you ego"
As you can see very loving texts.
But i was actually not sad when i went through all of that.
i was just so happy that i took a step out to create my own life.
So yeah moving back there is like it would be so unnecessary hard.
And the money issue i should be more than alright on. I have my study aid fixed. I have the ability to get more money beside that.
So yeah i just kind of needed to write it down. And if you have anything to add, then that would be helpful and more than welcome
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