Shit... I know it's over now.

[Jessipoo]

He left our dropbox folder.. it's over. My heart is ripping out of my chest... shit.

[prinzeza87]

im sorry we all hate that feeling.... stay calm n try to let him go n get him out of ur whole soul soon, u'll hurt less , sending u lots of hugs

[Jessipoo]

ya... my family keeps trying to make me feel better by reassuring me that it was two ways, and the fact that he couldn't even tell me properly we were over, no matter how much was on his plate, is just wrong.

That if he can't accept each other when I was at my worst, then it wouldn't have worked out in the future and that he wasn't giving me the emotional support I needed, putting work ahead of me so that maybe 10 years down the line I would've just been compromising my needs and have kids and a non existent husband. Who knows. Timing, luck and stress after stress was against us.

I just hope I can open up again to someone and love someone unconditionally again. This was my first true love, he spoke about a future and marriage with me and then he put everything ahead of me. I just want this pain to go away.

[lademoiselle]

I'm sorry... don't be afraid to open your heart to a new guy when you meet him though; remember that you'll relate differently with every partner you have. Just because things didn't work out with this one it doesn't mean they won't with the next Take time to heal now, then move towards a brighter tomorrow. Good luck!

[Jessipoo]

Ya. He didn't even have the decency to tell me. Just disappeared. Didn't respect what we had enough.

Money and power got to him and he threw us away instantly breaking every promise to make us work starting from day 1since he left. I am more angry today so I guess that's good. I'll definitely be more guarded than ever. Words are nothing without actions.

Hard feeling left behind with so many emotional triggers.

[Yaaamiii]

I'm sorry...sending hugs your way v.v. Take time to focus on yourself. Best of luck.

[Haley53]

I had someone (not in a romantic situation) leave me behind after saying "I'll call you back, okay?" Never heard from them again. It was an absolutely devestating situation, but I did get through it. I did heal from it. I did move on to meet someone absolutely wonderful and I have opened my heart to him without the guards, and even if you don't want to hear it now, and even if you don't think so now, it will ultimately happen again for you too.

Hang in there, and focus on doing what you need to do to heal, whether that's seeing someone or getting into an exercise routine or eating a ton of chocolates and other goodies. Simply try and take care. Have days where it's okay to be angry, have days where it's okay to cry, but have days where you make it a point to realise you're still a priority and need to be taken care of; letting the depression of a break-up cripple you some is impossible to avoid, but don't let it cripple you entirely. Have days where you're the focus and you do something fun or that you enjoy, even if it's not leaving the house but curling up and reading in a hot bubble bath.

[Jessipoo]

ya thanks everyone. My presence LFAD was short lived and perhaps too late to help me, but if we loved each other and those promises were kept, I wouldn't be writing this right now.

Awesome way to spend my 25th bday which is on Monday, yup with zero plans. I am feeling more and more angry and betrayed and forgetting the good so i guess that's progress.

Thanks everyone for the help. Wish you all luck with your SO

[MissButterfly]

I'm sorry to hear this... Stay strong though! I'm sure you'll find the one, one day, you're a great person. I'm sending you lots of hugs and I wish you all the best!

[Jessipoo]

I regret what I said before it got to a fight but I know how we got this point and I know it's not entirely my fault. So it helps. My familys objectivity doesn't though

:/

[XxFranticLovexX]

ya thanks everyone. My presence LFAD was short lived and perhaps too late to help me, but if we loved each other and those promises were kept, I wouldn't be writing this right now.

Awesome way to spend my 25th bday which is on Monday, yup with zero plans. I am feeling more and more angry and betrayed and forgetting the good so i guess that's progress.

Thanks everyone for the help. Wish you all luck with your SO

My 25th birthday is Monday too!
Happy early birthday dear! You can make it special, even if it's on your own. ^_^;

[Kiyama]

I wish you all the best honey!
Go out and celebrate your Birthday and don't give up on love. I strongly believe that some things are meant to be and I'm sure there is your guy out there you'll be great with and who will make you happy