Hi! I used to post back on the old forums and I decided to write a post again =]
So basically my SO and three of his buddies were planning to move into an apartment in early fall. I was part of these arrangements, until one of his buddies spoke up and said he was uncomfortable with me staying there. Which I understand and totally get...my boyfriend fought for me to a point but now officially I am out of the moving plans.
I know that its not personal, but I just let myself get to excited at first and now that we wont be living together for another 6 months to a year it just saddens me. I hate admiting it but sometimes the feeling of rejection comes on strong even though I know it wasnt meant to be that way. And I also am beginning to feel that slight routine thing where it gets a little dull...and that just scares me because I dont want to get into a boring rut...
Am I too sensitive? lol
So basically my SO and three of his buddies were planning to move into an apartment in early fall. I was part of these arrangements, until one of his buddies spoke up and said he was uncomfortable with me staying there. Which I understand and totally get...my boyfriend fought for me to a point but now officially I am out of the moving plans.
I know that its not personal, but I just let myself get to excited at first and now that we wont be living together for another 6 months to a year it just saddens me. I hate admiting it but sometimes the feeling of rejection comes on strong even though I know it wasnt meant to be that way. And I also am beginning to feel that slight routine thing where it gets a little dull...and that just scares me because I dont want to get into a boring rut...
Am I too sensitive? lol
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