This might be all over the place, so I'm sorry in advance for that.
Kaleb & I have been together for nearly 10 months now, but LD for just over three weeks. Things were going really well, actually. We've had a few disagreements but I felt like we'd actually been doing the best we have in a long time.
All of a sudden, since about Wednesday, things have felt a little weird to me, like he isn't telling me everything. We haven't really had the chance to talk much, he's really busy with school and football and church. I know he's in a new place, and there are a lot of new faces, and pretty girls. It's a little scary for me. And ever since I found out I couldn't visit in October, my emotions have gone wild. I don't know if it's something I've done, or not done, or if he's scared to tell me something. I have made it very clear to him on many occasions that he needs to trust me, and he can tell me anything. He's been through a lot in his life, causing him to have a whole load of issues. I just feel like he's holding something back that he should be able to tell me.
He was just told that he won't be able to play for the varsity team, right around the time this started happening. I don't know if it's just because of that, if he's stressed. He doesn't like when things don't go his way, and usually I'm pretty good at talking him out of it, but I don't know what I can tell him to stop being upset about it. He gets to play for junior varsity, but I know that's not the same, and it's not exactly an up side.
Last night was pretty weird. We only talked for about 20 minutes, rather than the usual hour or so. He told me he just didn't feel like talking, and I said I understood, I didn't want to make him more upset and I didn't have much else to say. This morning I know he had practice but that ended at 12:30. He said he would be busy this afternoon but was too tired to explain the details. I'm used to it, and some people might freak out about it, but it was really late when we talked and he wanted to sleep. I sent him a message around 2:30, but now it's 5:30 and I've heard nothing. It's a little worrying. I'm just feeling lonely, mostly.
Oh, I have no idea where I'm going with this. Maybe I just needed to vent. It's the first week of school for me, which is stressful for me so maybe I'm just over thinking everything and acting a little crazy. School really stresses me out.
Anyway, if you've stuck around long enough to read this whole thing, I thank you. It would be great if you have any words of advice or even ideas on how to pass the time when he's busy and I'm not (which is fairly often).
Thank you again, and best wishes to you!
Kaleb & I have been together for nearly 10 months now, but LD for just over three weeks. Things were going really well, actually. We've had a few disagreements but I felt like we'd actually been doing the best we have in a long time.
All of a sudden, since about Wednesday, things have felt a little weird to me, like he isn't telling me everything. We haven't really had the chance to talk much, he's really busy with school and football and church. I know he's in a new place, and there are a lot of new faces, and pretty girls. It's a little scary for me. And ever since I found out I couldn't visit in October, my emotions have gone wild. I don't know if it's something I've done, or not done, or if he's scared to tell me something. I have made it very clear to him on many occasions that he needs to trust me, and he can tell me anything. He's been through a lot in his life, causing him to have a whole load of issues. I just feel like he's holding something back that he should be able to tell me.
He was just told that he won't be able to play for the varsity team, right around the time this started happening. I don't know if it's just because of that, if he's stressed. He doesn't like when things don't go his way, and usually I'm pretty good at talking him out of it, but I don't know what I can tell him to stop being upset about it. He gets to play for junior varsity, but I know that's not the same, and it's not exactly an up side.
Last night was pretty weird. We only talked for about 20 minutes, rather than the usual hour or so. He told me he just didn't feel like talking, and I said I understood, I didn't want to make him more upset and I didn't have much else to say. This morning I know he had practice but that ended at 12:30. He said he would be busy this afternoon but was too tired to explain the details. I'm used to it, and some people might freak out about it, but it was really late when we talked and he wanted to sleep. I sent him a message around 2:30, but now it's 5:30 and I've heard nothing. It's a little worrying. I'm just feeling lonely, mostly.
Oh, I have no idea where I'm going with this. Maybe I just needed to vent. It's the first week of school for me, which is stressful for me so maybe I'm just over thinking everything and acting a little crazy. School really stresses me out.
Anyway, if you've stuck around long enough to read this whole thing, I thank you. It would be great if you have any words of advice or even ideas on how to pass the time when he's busy and I'm not (which is fairly often).
Thank you again, and best wishes to you!
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