I've always had problems with relationships. Granted, I'm only 16, but what I've concluded is that I get annoyed too easily with people I'm dating and I just push people away. I told myself I wouldn't let that happen with Michael but I feel like it is. It's not all giggly smiles like it was the first month or so that we were together, now it's almost like a routine.
Every guy I've dated, I've ended up breaking up with after a few months because it just hits me one day that I no longer like them. It's not that I don't like him still, of course I do, but I think I'm afraid that I'm getting too attached.
It was so bad earlier when I called him on skype, the second he started talking I started freaking out in my head, almost threw up, and told him I had to go. I then proceeded to have a panic attack in the shower.
If I'm having second thoughts now, imagine how it'll be in a month or two, when he already has his plane ticket? I tried talking to him about what I'm freaking out about but I couldn't seem to explain it well enough for him to understand and I don't know I don't know I don't know
How can I get over my fear of getting too attached or just being so claustrophobic
Every guy I've dated, I've ended up breaking up with after a few months because it just hits me one day that I no longer like them. It's not that I don't like him still, of course I do, but I think I'm afraid that I'm getting too attached.
It was so bad earlier when I called him on skype, the second he started talking I started freaking out in my head, almost threw up, and told him I had to go. I then proceeded to have a panic attack in the shower.
If I'm having second thoughts now, imagine how it'll be in a month or two, when he already has his plane ticket? I tried talking to him about what I'm freaking out about but I couldn't seem to explain it well enough for him to understand and I don't know I don't know I don't know
How can I get over my fear of getting too attached or just being so claustrophobic
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