I'm so... Upset isn't right. Angry isn't either. It just hurts.
My SO and I will be celebrating our two year anniversary on November 20th, the Tuesday before Thanksgiving. Early in the semester, I found out my University doesn't have classes for the entire week of Thanksgiving. I was so excited because that meant I'd get to spend that whole week with him. I don't have classes on Tuesday anyway, so I aways thought we'd have that day. But I was excited to find I would have the weekend and that whole week with him.
A couple weeks ago, I found out I have class on Wednesday at the other University I go to. I hadn't even thought of that being possible. I've NEVER had a class on the day before Thanksgiving... So. I was really upset. But I figured, we'd still be together, just here since he's flying in from his conference that Sunday. We could just stay here until my class.
Then, yesterday, the kicker. He has a test on Tuesday, and they won't allow him to reschedule. And he has a project due the next week that he HAS to get to work on from his office. So, his flight comes in on Friday (yay!), but he has to leave Monday to go take his test. And I have to just sit here, by myself, on our two year anniversary. Waiting to go to a stupid class that I really don't want to go to, but really can't miss.
I know, I get to see him. That's great. But after months of looking forward to celebrating two years together, now I don't even get to see him on that day... Moving here has been the most difficult thing I've done in so many ways. I'm so glad I did, but it's really hard. And now I don't get to see him for our anniversary... It just... Hurts.
My SO and I will be celebrating our two year anniversary on November 20th, the Tuesday before Thanksgiving. Early in the semester, I found out my University doesn't have classes for the entire week of Thanksgiving. I was so excited because that meant I'd get to spend that whole week with him. I don't have classes on Tuesday anyway, so I aways thought we'd have that day. But I was excited to find I would have the weekend and that whole week with him.
A couple weeks ago, I found out I have class on Wednesday at the other University I go to. I hadn't even thought of that being possible. I've NEVER had a class on the day before Thanksgiving... So. I was really upset. But I figured, we'd still be together, just here since he's flying in from his conference that Sunday. We could just stay here until my class.
Then, yesterday, the kicker. He has a test on Tuesday, and they won't allow him to reschedule. And he has a project due the next week that he HAS to get to work on from his office. So, his flight comes in on Friday (yay!), but he has to leave Monday to go take his test. And I have to just sit here, by myself, on our two year anniversary. Waiting to go to a stupid class that I really don't want to go to, but really can't miss.
I know, I get to see him. That's great. But after months of looking forward to celebrating two years together, now I don't even get to see him on that day... Moving here has been the most difficult thing I've done in so many ways. I'm so glad I did, but it's really hard. And now I don't get to see him for our anniversary... It just... Hurts.
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