Background story:
I've known my lovely boyfriend since September 12th 2012. We were friends for about 2 months before we developed feelings for each other. We met in person on December 9th, 2012. He stayed for an unexpected 2 weeks. He was more than I could ever have hoped for, and honestly is what I imagine the word "perfect" to be. He feels the same way about me. So much so that I can see it in his eyes when he looks at me. The passion is unreal. Here's the catch.. I am from Maryland, USA and he is from Québec, Canada (Let me tell you, the French Canadian accent is HOT). The drive was only about 11 hours. He didn't have a passport before he met me, and I felt so special when he did it just for me. We're planning on him coming back on February 9th! I'm very excited!
The Problem:
When he hangs out with friends, I get kind of jealous and angry after a while. He doesn't even have to be doing anything CRAZY or EXCITING. Like right now he is at his friends house and they are playing Call of Duty. It makes me kind of jealous that he would rather go to his friends house for 8 HOURS (and counting), then talk to me! Since we live in different countries, we can't text because the rates would be ridiculous. And even if it was free, he doesn't even have a cell phone (I don't know how he manages that..)! I'm sure if it was free, he would get a cell phone just so talking to me would be easier. So our only way of communication is Skype. It especially bothers me because I had a job interview today, and he knows that I am sensitive and would have felt sad if I got denied the job (thankfully I did NOT). Last Friday I found out bad news about a different job and I was pretty bummed out about it, but he still decided to make last minute plans to go hang out at a friends house until 2 am! I was not very happy about it and I expressed it to him, so why would he do it again today knowing I could get some bad news? I am glad he's having fun, but sometimes I just feel like he's kind of selfish and doesn't think about my feelings. He's definitely NOT a selfish guy and I know I'm his world, but DAMN sometimes a girl just wants to talk! Especially after a sad and/or eventful day! I know I'm probably being a little bit controlling or irrational, but has anyone else ever felt like this?
I've known my lovely boyfriend since September 12th 2012. We were friends for about 2 months before we developed feelings for each other. We met in person on December 9th, 2012. He stayed for an unexpected 2 weeks. He was more than I could ever have hoped for, and honestly is what I imagine the word "perfect" to be. He feels the same way about me. So much so that I can see it in his eyes when he looks at me. The passion is unreal. Here's the catch.. I am from Maryland, USA and he is from Québec, Canada (Let me tell you, the French Canadian accent is HOT). The drive was only about 11 hours. He didn't have a passport before he met me, and I felt so special when he did it just for me. We're planning on him coming back on February 9th! I'm very excited!
The Problem:
When he hangs out with friends, I get kind of jealous and angry after a while. He doesn't even have to be doing anything CRAZY or EXCITING. Like right now he is at his friends house and they are playing Call of Duty. It makes me kind of jealous that he would rather go to his friends house for 8 HOURS (and counting), then talk to me! Since we live in different countries, we can't text because the rates would be ridiculous. And even if it was free, he doesn't even have a cell phone (I don't know how he manages that..)! I'm sure if it was free, he would get a cell phone just so talking to me would be easier. So our only way of communication is Skype. It especially bothers me because I had a job interview today, and he knows that I am sensitive and would have felt sad if I got denied the job (thankfully I did NOT). Last Friday I found out bad news about a different job and I was pretty bummed out about it, but he still decided to make last minute plans to go hang out at a friends house until 2 am! I was not very happy about it and I expressed it to him, so why would he do it again today knowing I could get some bad news? I am glad he's having fun, but sometimes I just feel like he's kind of selfish and doesn't think about my feelings. He's definitely NOT a selfish guy and I know I'm his world, but DAMN sometimes a girl just wants to talk! Especially after a sad and/or eventful day! I know I'm probably being a little bit controlling or irrational, but has anyone else ever felt like this?
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