So, I've called it quits with Rick. Though I've not told him (which is horrible of me, but I don't feel bad.). The short story is that even after I told him I need to hear from him more than once a week, he still couldn't take the time to text or cal even if I did so first. I need someone who will give me his time, even if its just a quick couple of texts in a day.
The better things... Well I am doing a 100 day challenge to find at least 3 things good about every day. Ten days down and there have been many which I had about twice that many good things and stopped only because I was tired of typing on my phone LOL
The best thing so far is I met someone. I was over Rick before I decided to stop trying...weird but true. Then I started talking to this guy on the same site Rick and I met on. He out of the blue asked me out the next day and I actually accepted. We've moved a bit too fast probably, but it doesn't feel wrong so I am rolling with it. He took me to meet some of his family yesterday and he even went to meet my mom...and he was driving so he decided where we were going He's sweet, but a bit young. I'm 34 to his 29, but it seems to be working so far. We laugh a lot together. He's also intimated that I am moving down to NC when he gets his own place... I've not agreed yet since he knows I can't move until I am sure mom has her money going. Which could be this summer at the latest, though I've not told him that.
What's very weird about this is that it's a calm feeling. Not crazy, I wanna rip your clothes off all the time and so forth. IDK...it feels strange as hell. I know he wants me and I definately want him, but it seems like there is way more to this than I've ever had to deal with... not sure if it's because I moved on so fast and that I made a mistake (lord I hope not) or if this is how it should be for me. But I am gonna run with it for now. Trying my best not to over analyse.
The only bad thing is it takes a good deal of gas ever ytime we hang out. He lives about 35 miles from my house, but we usually end up running all over creation to find something to do. Maybe next time we can hang at his house for a bit if all is chill with his family.
Anyways, thought I'd give those interested an update on me....since I've been pretty silent as of late. Hope you are all doing well in your LDRs/CDRs.
The better things... Well I am doing a 100 day challenge to find at least 3 things good about every day. Ten days down and there have been many which I had about twice that many good things and stopped only because I was tired of typing on my phone LOL
The best thing so far is I met someone. I was over Rick before I decided to stop trying...weird but true. Then I started talking to this guy on the same site Rick and I met on. He out of the blue asked me out the next day and I actually accepted. We've moved a bit too fast probably, but it doesn't feel wrong so I am rolling with it. He took me to meet some of his family yesterday and he even went to meet my mom...and he was driving so he decided where we were going He's sweet, but a bit young. I'm 34 to his 29, but it seems to be working so far. We laugh a lot together. He's also intimated that I am moving down to NC when he gets his own place... I've not agreed yet since he knows I can't move until I am sure mom has her money going. Which could be this summer at the latest, though I've not told him that.
What's very weird about this is that it's a calm feeling. Not crazy, I wanna rip your clothes off all the time and so forth. IDK...it feels strange as hell. I know he wants me and I definately want him, but it seems like there is way more to this than I've ever had to deal with... not sure if it's because I moved on so fast and that I made a mistake (lord I hope not) or if this is how it should be for me. But I am gonna run with it for now. Trying my best not to over analyse.
The only bad thing is it takes a good deal of gas ever ytime we hang out. He lives about 35 miles from my house, but we usually end up running all over creation to find something to do. Maybe next time we can hang at his house for a bit if all is chill with his family.
Anyways, thought I'd give those interested an update on me....since I've been pretty silent as of late. Hope you are all doing well in your LDRs/CDRs.
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