Another rant about our communication issues. What else is new.
The last few days he hasn't checked his whatsapp at all so he received none of my messages. We still talked on Skype so I was ok with it.
Then he skipped a phone date because he fell asleep. I got up at 5.30, 20 minutes earlier than I have to. It's already an inhuman time to get up and then it was for nothing. For him it was 8.30 pm. Yet he couldn't manage to stay awake. I was still ok because well it can happen.
Then we said we'd talk again tonight. I tried to call him in the morning because I felt really sad and the distance was getting to me real bad. I tried Skype, both his phones and messages. Nothing. He was going to call me after he woke up.. And he didn't. I went home from a coffee with friends early to be there when he called and he just doesn't and if work got in between again, can't I expect at least a message that says sorry??
Especially after I tried so hard to reach him this morning and he must have seen that? What if something happened and I can't reach him? Why does he ignore my calls and messages? And I know that he checked his whatsapp a few hours ago and saw my messages. And again, no reply.
I hope you don't think that I'm being needy. I don't usually flood him with calls and messages. We have our scheduled dates but there are days it is so messed up.
And feel this boiling anger in me that made me send stupid messages (yeah even more than I already have haha) after he didn't reply earlier.
So am I completely out of line here? I know I have some overboiling emotions now and then I feel neglected and ignored right now and he knows it and apparently doesn't care a bit to at least send a quick message to comfort me?
Ok I'll stop here. Please give me some advice here before I freak out even more over this
The last few days he hasn't checked his whatsapp at all so he received none of my messages. We still talked on Skype so I was ok with it.
Then he skipped a phone date because he fell asleep. I got up at 5.30, 20 minutes earlier than I have to. It's already an inhuman time to get up and then it was for nothing. For him it was 8.30 pm. Yet he couldn't manage to stay awake. I was still ok because well it can happen.
Then we said we'd talk again tonight. I tried to call him in the morning because I felt really sad and the distance was getting to me real bad. I tried Skype, both his phones and messages. Nothing. He was going to call me after he woke up.. And he didn't. I went home from a coffee with friends early to be there when he called and he just doesn't and if work got in between again, can't I expect at least a message that says sorry??
Especially after I tried so hard to reach him this morning and he must have seen that? What if something happened and I can't reach him? Why does he ignore my calls and messages? And I know that he checked his whatsapp a few hours ago and saw my messages. And again, no reply.
I hope you don't think that I'm being needy. I don't usually flood him with calls and messages. We have our scheduled dates but there are days it is so messed up.
And feel this boiling anger in me that made me send stupid messages (yeah even more than I already have haha) after he didn't reply earlier.
So am I completely out of line here? I know I have some overboiling emotions now and then I feel neglected and ignored right now and he knows it and apparently doesn't care a bit to at least send a quick message to comfort me?
Ok I'll stop here. Please give me some advice here before I freak out even more over this
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