It's over

[Kiyama]

My SO and I broke it off

It was so strange. I had a feeling he was going to do it after his request for space. So at the beginning we talked normally but then we got down to it and he said he doesn't think it'll work for us. It was so strange because he still called me dear and we still get on so well and all but now it's over and I'm heartbroken. I can't believe we came to this point. I was so desparate for this to work and I gave my heart and soul to this relationship. Just to have it fail in the end. We still love each other so much and I still think he's so awesome in so many ways. It hurts. It hurts so badly.

He wants to stay friends but I said I didn't want that because I know I would have kept up the hope that we would start all over but I know I have to leave this behind once and for all.

Thank you lfad for all your support over the time <3
I'll stick around because I met some awesome people here I don't want to loose too.

[kattermole]

I'm really sorry to hear this x

[Captivated]

I'm so sorry Kiyama.

I've followed your posts from afar and I saw that you always gave good advice to those in need. I hope you can keep your chin up through this hard time. (hugs)

[loveknowsnodistance27]

I am so sorry! </3 *hugs*

[Tooki]

I'm so sorry .

We are all here for you on the forum. You'll rebound from this for sure, you're too lovely to not do so.

[lucybelle]

I'll be honest, when I first saw this thread the first thing I thought was "good!"

Kiyama, you are awesome and beautiful and deserve someone who will put you first. I think this was the right decision, now you can find someone who appreciates you and will actually take time to call you when you're in need.

[SeeRat]

I'm so sorry Kiyama.

I've followed your posts from afar and I saw that you always gave good advice to those in need. I hope you can keep your chin up through this hard time. (hugs)

I agree with this.. You always were a good advisor. You will overcome this feeling

[Moon]

I'm really sorry, Kiyama. Take time and care for yourself, to let the healing process begin. I am glad to hear you'll be sticking around though!

[dragonlady]

sorry to hear it, big hug!!

[mllebamako]

I'm sorry to hear this I'm thinking of you today and sending you lots of virtual hugs

Be kind to yourself.

[redapple]

Sorry to hear this. You give great advice though so I'm really pleased you will be sticking around. Now get yourself to the shop and buy some ice cream pronto!

[Jazi]

oh wow.. It is surreal to see that you guys have ended things and I feel sad for you, you have been quite a presence around here on LFAD for me (I always noticed and read your posts)

On the other hand I've seen the struggles lately.. and I really think you deserve so much more than that, it's going to hurt now but eventually you will find the best kind of happiness that life can give you. Please stick around if it isn't too hard for you and let us know how life is going

[Black_Halloween]

I'm so sorry this happened to you but maybe its for the best. -hugs- You're a great person and deserve the best that life can give you.

[Laural007]

I'm new to the forum but I wanted to say I'm so very sorry. I know it can't be easy but with time your heart will heal. Don't be in a rush and don't let anyone tell you to hurry up and get over it. Only time will make you feel better. Hugs.

[Verojoon]

oh wow.. It is surreal to see that you guys have ended things and I feel sad for you, you have been quite a presence around here on LFAD for me (I always noticed and read your posts)

On the other hand I've seen the struggles lately.. and I really think you deserve so much more than that, it's going to hurt now but eventually you will find the best kind of happiness that life can give you. Please stick around if it isn't too hard for you and let us know how life is going

^ I feel exactly like this.

*hugs*

I can't wait to see you share the amazing things that are still to come in your life!