Why is it that some nights are so much harder than others?
Tonight's one of those night's for me. I do just fine all day, and then when he goes to hang up our Skype call I start crying. I just couldn't help it! I miss him so much. He's my best friend, love of life, and he's about 20,000+ miles away. Not even just another time zone, he's in a different day.
I want so badly to just lay next to him with my head on his chest listening to his heart beat. I miss his smell, and the touch of his hands, and I just want to snuggle up next to him in bed.
I'm so tired..... I haven't been able to get like any sleep since he left, which isn't good considering I just started a new job. And I'm lonely. I caught myself flirting with a guy at work today. I was so disgusted with myself. I don't have any interest in the guy at work, but I... idk. there's no excuse.
this LDR thing is so hard. and things keep happening to keep us from making any plans for my coming to be with him. It's so hard to be patient. I know I love him, and vice versa. I just hate feeling so alone. I've felt this way most of my life, so I really have hard time with it coming back.
Tonight's one of those night's for me. I do just fine all day, and then when he goes to hang up our Skype call I start crying. I just couldn't help it! I miss him so much. He's my best friend, love of life, and he's about 20,000+ miles away. Not even just another time zone, he's in a different day.
I want so badly to just lay next to him with my head on his chest listening to his heart beat. I miss his smell, and the touch of his hands, and I just want to snuggle up next to him in bed.
I'm so tired..... I haven't been able to get like any sleep since he left, which isn't good considering I just started a new job. And I'm lonely. I caught myself flirting with a guy at work today. I was so disgusted with myself. I don't have any interest in the guy at work, but I... idk. there's no excuse.
this LDR thing is so hard. and things keep happening to keep us from making any plans for my coming to be with him. It's so hard to be patient. I know I love him, and vice versa. I just hate feeling so alone. I've felt this way most of my life, so I really have hard time with it coming back.
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