Is leaving the second time easier or harder?

[maja]

leaving is always just as hard, at least to me, seby is better at handling it, but it breaks his hard seeing my like i am when one of has to leave..its worst the last night before saying goodbye...
But oh well seeing as it doesnt affect him as much, i think its different for everyone.

[maja]

leaving is always really hard and i sometimes think it even gets harder, at least to me, my boyfriend handles it a lot better than i do, but it breaks his heart seeing me like i am when one of has to leave.
Its always worst the night before we have to say goodbye and i cant stop crying and i start to fear the moment we have to part , its really very bad :/
but seeing as it doesnt affect seby as bad, i guess its different to everyone..

[Kirschlein]

For me it is harder the more often i saw him. I am at the point already, that i can start crying right when i am there, even though i always tried to keep both of us up with jokes. But i guess it is about the person anyway. A friend of mine said it was easier every time.

[P1nkL3m0n4d3]

D: ..... most people are saying just as hard, harder etc... I was sooooo hoping it would say easier since my first time leaving I cried for forever and didn't want to let go of him and even after I was alone at the gate, on the plane, home I still could cry at any second if I thought about it too much...
I'm trying not to think to much about leaving this second time since I'm not even there yet but I can't help it.... I have a feeling its going to be even worse since I know what its like to come back home without him. Q_Q

[Swederica]

I'm fortunate enough to now knowing how that feels.
But from what i've experienced i would guess that the first couple of times it will be very hard and then after a while you get used to it i suppose.

[Mio]

It is always devastating. But I think that if the time between visits is shorter, that is what makes a difference in my sadness.

[Snowy.Winter]

I've seen my SO about ten times or so, and to be honest, it never gets any easier for me. I always cry like a baby, and have a thousand tissues in my bag. He always gives me a hug and tells me not to cry, we'll see each other soon. But it's very hard not to cry, I can never do it.
Sorry, I bet that wasn't helpful at all.