i HATE the hard days

[squeeker]

Ya that's true I like the idea of oicutres and stuff and I just did what you said and signed up for a knitting class that my friends mom is teaching

Yay, that is great!! Knitting is awesome!! It's cool your friend's mom is teaching it. Good luck!

[nerdgasm42]

Sending hugs your way. It is definitely difficult! I get the same way. My SO is in the Air Force, and there's times where he is insanely busy. I miss him so much and I start to worry about things when I don't hear from him, even when I know I'm being silly. He never complains, and always reassures, but mostly I try to keep my insecurities to myself because I am so afraid of scaring him away with them. Even with things to do (I work full time and I'm a full time college student) I still find that I'm always looking to see if I have a new message from him. I hate that when I read this it makes it sound like I'm ridiculously clingy and over attached. When we're spending time together in person, it's not like that at all. We're so comfortable with each other, and we don't have to be 100% together 100% of the time. The distance just makes it so much harder.

Congrats on the upcoming wedding, that is so exciting! I'm counting down the months until I graduate from college so I can move in with my SO. It feels like forever until August 2015 is here.