Hey all.
I'm sorry to have been off the forum so long, but it's been hectic. With my new job, I work 12-hour days and am exhausted at the end of the day. When I come home, all I can manage is to get off my uniform, eat a bite, and talk with my Honey, then I have to get to bed. On my days off, I have to catch up with housework, errands, and cooking. However, I think of you all often and wish I could keep up with the news here.
My SO did come for a 11-day visit this month, and it was wonderful. We had much fun and made many memories. This time it was much harder at the airport when he left than the last time. I've come to love him more, and our time together brought us even closer. I felt like my heart was ripping out and wanted so to get on the plane with him. I had come to rely on him so much that I felt lost without him. I cried and cried. Also, he had driven me to work while here, so the first morning I had to go without him was difficult and lonely. I leave when it's still dark, so the night made it even sadder. I miss him more than I thought possible.
Now, I'm living for the next time we can be together. I love him so much, and it continues to grow each day. I can't wait until we can close the distance.
I'm coming to see his ways of showing love. He was so good to me while here. He noticed things I needed, and he did them. For example, he saw my oil-change light kept coming on in my car, so he took my car for an oil change. He wants to protect and provide, and he makes me feel cherished.
We were able to laugh and have fun no matter what we were doing. It was fantastic being able to see him in my house and to feel that my house is now our home.
I've been envious of those of you that get to see your honeys, but now I feel guilty that I'm seeing mine when some of you can't see yours. The distance can end - hang in there. It's worth the wait.
I hope to find time to check out posts and encourage each of you.
I'm sorry to have been off the forum so long, but it's been hectic. With my new job, I work 12-hour days and am exhausted at the end of the day. When I come home, all I can manage is to get off my uniform, eat a bite, and talk with my Honey, then I have to get to bed. On my days off, I have to catch up with housework, errands, and cooking. However, I think of you all often and wish I could keep up with the news here.
My SO did come for a 11-day visit this month, and it was wonderful. We had much fun and made many memories. This time it was much harder at the airport when he left than the last time. I've come to love him more, and our time together brought us even closer. I felt like my heart was ripping out and wanted so to get on the plane with him. I had come to rely on him so much that I felt lost without him. I cried and cried. Also, he had driven me to work while here, so the first morning I had to go without him was difficult and lonely. I leave when it's still dark, so the night made it even sadder. I miss him more than I thought possible.
Now, I'm living for the next time we can be together. I love him so much, and it continues to grow each day. I can't wait until we can close the distance.
I'm coming to see his ways of showing love. He was so good to me while here. He noticed things I needed, and he did them. For example, he saw my oil-change light kept coming on in my car, so he took my car for an oil change. He wants to protect and provide, and he makes me feel cherished.
We were able to laugh and have fun no matter what we were doing. It was fantastic being able to see him in my house and to feel that my house is now our home.
I've been envious of those of you that get to see your honeys, but now I feel guilty that I'm seeing mine when some of you can't see yours. The distance can end - hang in there. It's worth the wait.
I hope to find time to check out posts and encourage each of you.
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