Hi guys, i'm new to this forum.
My boyfriend left today for work. It is only for two months and I know a lot of couples have to deal with far worse. But im a wreck. We spent the entire day together trying to do fun things so we wouldn't mope around. He dropped me home in the afternoon and I couldn't keep the tears away when we said goodbye, even though I tried to not make the parting any worse than it already was. But once I had closed the door and heard his car driving away I collapsed on the floor crying.
It's now been 5 hours straight of crying, as if someone has died or something!!! I have been able to stop the tears briefly while going for a walk and watching a movie; but everything I look at is reminding me of him. I have never cried this much in my life and I feel so much pain. I KNOW HE'S COMING BACK THOUGH. Its not as if I don't trust him or don't know hes coming back to me in two months, HE LOVES ME AND IS, but i'm in an emotional state. It just hurts so much and feels like a part of me is missing.
Does this get better?? I have a job and a life that I need to continue while hes away. I used to be very independent before we fell in love. But right now I just want to stay curled in my ball for 2 months, or run away, scream - but I need to go to work tomorrow and get on with my life and be strong. GUYS, DOES THIS INITIAL HEART BREAKING FEELING GET BETTER? Please tell me it does. I'm so scared that I'm going to feel this way for 2 months. Mila.
My boyfriend left today for work. It is only for two months and I know a lot of couples have to deal with far worse. But im a wreck. We spent the entire day together trying to do fun things so we wouldn't mope around. He dropped me home in the afternoon and I couldn't keep the tears away when we said goodbye, even though I tried to not make the parting any worse than it already was. But once I had closed the door and heard his car driving away I collapsed on the floor crying.
It's now been 5 hours straight of crying, as if someone has died or something!!! I have been able to stop the tears briefly while going for a walk and watching a movie; but everything I look at is reminding me of him. I have never cried this much in my life and I feel so much pain. I KNOW HE'S COMING BACK THOUGH. Its not as if I don't trust him or don't know hes coming back to me in two months, HE LOVES ME AND IS, but i'm in an emotional state. It just hurts so much and feels like a part of me is missing.
Does this get better?? I have a job and a life that I need to continue while hes away. I used to be very independent before we fell in love. But right now I just want to stay curled in my ball for 2 months, or run away, scream - but I need to go to work tomorrow and get on with my life and be strong. GUYS, DOES THIS INITIAL HEART BREAKING FEELING GET BETTER? Please tell me it does. I'm so scared that I'm going to feel this way for 2 months. Mila.
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