Soon there will be mine's and my SO's third anniversary. But is he my SO? Over this time I've met someone else and we got along really well. I've met my current boyfriend online and the other guy in real life. They both live quite far. My boyfriend has hurt me a few times, but I wasn't better cheating on him with the other boy. They both know everything. I often argue with my boyfriend when we meet (christmas and vacation) and I wanted to break up with him before. I do love him and I really care for him, but I feel we've grown apart and that we don't fit together as good. I am my boyfriend's first girlfriend and I am afraid about how he reacts to me telling him it's over. I wish we could stay friends, but sadly, knowing it ends because of me, I am afraid it's impossible. We don't talk as often as we used to and it's just all less and less. I am uncertain if i should stay with my current boyfriend or to go with the other guy. If, which I am more towards, I should break up, how to do it without bringing him endless pain and possibly doing it the friendly way?
Sorry it's chaotic, but I am very emotional while writing this post
Sorry it's chaotic, but I am very emotional while writing this post
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