This is more of an update than a question.
I am in limbo, I am on the verge of either seeing my relationship break or continuing to love and grow with my beautiful Brittaney. Last night she voiced some concerns she is having and after some talking it has been brought to my attention that she is unsure with how she wants to continue in our relationship. She says that she feels trapped and that I am just so far away. She is hurting.
She was concerned that our relationship is going in circles and thay we might be drifting. I assured her that it could not be any further from the truth... At least on my end.
I wanted to tell her how much I loved her and how I want to fight for us, because I believe in us. So I let her log I to my account here and see what I had written. I want her to know what she means to me and how much I love her.
I'm afraid my fairy tales and happy ever after might have scared her...
I wait.
I wait to here what she is going to do.
I wait to see if this woman I love, is going to fight for us.
It has to be a decision she makes for herself, I can't do this for her. She has to want us to work. She has to want to continue. I know what I want but I'm trying to do the right thing. It would be wrong for me to make her stay. She has to decide to do that on her own.
I'm dying. It feels like my whole future is in limbo and I don't know what's going to happen.. In truth it is, her choice could change everything. She is what I live for. My only dream. My only ambition. I cannot see life without her. But this is not about me.
She can see everything I post now so I dare not say more because I don't want to influence her. My whole world is in her hands. I will wait to see what she chooses.
I am in limbo, I am on the verge of either seeing my relationship break or continuing to love and grow with my beautiful Brittaney. Last night she voiced some concerns she is having and after some talking it has been brought to my attention that she is unsure with how she wants to continue in our relationship. She says that she feels trapped and that I am just so far away. She is hurting.
She was concerned that our relationship is going in circles and thay we might be drifting. I assured her that it could not be any further from the truth... At least on my end.
I wanted to tell her how much I loved her and how I want to fight for us, because I believe in us. So I let her log I to my account here and see what I had written. I want her to know what she means to me and how much I love her.
I'm afraid my fairy tales and happy ever after might have scared her...
I wait.
I wait to here what she is going to do.
I wait to see if this woman I love, is going to fight for us.
It has to be a decision she makes for herself, I can't do this for her. She has to want us to work. She has to want to continue. I know what I want but I'm trying to do the right thing. It would be wrong for me to make her stay. She has to decide to do that on her own.
I'm dying. It feels like my whole future is in limbo and I don't know what's going to happen.. In truth it is, her choice could change everything. She is what I live for. My only dream. My only ambition. I cannot see life without her. But this is not about me.
She can see everything I post now so I dare not say more because I don't want to influence her. My whole world is in her hands. I will wait to see what she chooses.
Comment