Babe recently got a new job, which will make job #2. He hasn't started making money from his new job and it's putting him in a financial strain. He's also living at his dad's house where his cell service is very shitty. He gets easily frustrated when technology doesn't work especially when he really wants to talk to me. Over the last few days, he has allowed the stresses in his life to really bring him down, which has made him act very odd towards me.
A while back, he got cold feet about our relationship. We broke up temporarily, but it didn't last long. He realized his love for me was too strong to let me go over something so petty as uncertainty. Ever since then, I have been terrified that he's going to get cold feet again, especially when he gets into these moods where instead of fighting technology, we just don't talk. He says his frustration has nothing to do with me, which I knew, but I still have this paranoia that he will get cold feet again, and this time, we will be done for good. I love him so much and I'm bawling just typing this out.
Might I add that he is leaving for bootcamp at the end of January so our relationship is about to have another mountain to climb. I plan to move to his hometown after I graduate in May so I can be there when he gets to come home for leave and weekend visits. I don't know, I'm just scared. I try my best to make him happy when he's feeling this low, but I almost feel like my efforts make no difference.
We want nothing but to be together all the time, but we don't want to rush into marriage. Next month will be our 8 month anniversary and we will celebrate our one year when he is in bootcamp. We love each other so much and the distance kills us. I just hope that we can remain strong through these minor changes.
Has anyone else dealt with this?
A while back, he got cold feet about our relationship. We broke up temporarily, but it didn't last long. He realized his love for me was too strong to let me go over something so petty as uncertainty. Ever since then, I have been terrified that he's going to get cold feet again, especially when he gets into these moods where instead of fighting technology, we just don't talk. He says his frustration has nothing to do with me, which I knew, but I still have this paranoia that he will get cold feet again, and this time, we will be done for good. I love him so much and I'm bawling just typing this out.
Might I add that he is leaving for bootcamp at the end of January so our relationship is about to have another mountain to climb. I plan to move to his hometown after I graduate in May so I can be there when he gets to come home for leave and weekend visits. I don't know, I'm just scared. I try my best to make him happy when he's feeling this low, but I almost feel like my efforts make no difference.
We want nothing but to be together all the time, but we don't want to rush into marriage. Next month will be our 8 month anniversary and we will celebrate our one year when he is in bootcamp. We love each other so much and the distance kills us. I just hope that we can remain strong through these minor changes.
Has anyone else dealt with this?
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