My boyfriend went home yesterday, after an amazing three weeks together. He fit in so well with my family, and into our household. Within a couple days it was like he was one of the family. We spent almost every waking moment together, other than the few days that I spent at work. It was all perfect. We had a couple small arguments, but being with him, and living with him for three weeks really gave me a taste of what it will be like to live together.
My mom and I brought him to the airport very early yesterday morning. I of course cried like crazy and it was impossible to let him go, and to watch him walk away. Knowing that I won't be seeing him again for another six months.
He made it home safe, and we began skyping and IMing each other right away. I cried when we first opened Skype. Because it really hit me then that he was gone. And he started crying when I left to go eat dinner with my family, because he said he was so used to just getting up and going with me.
This morning he messaged me and told me that his house no longer feels like home. His brother and parents feel like strangers to him. He said he would give anything to be back at my house.
It is helping both of us to know that we will be closing the distance for sure in July. It's just getting through the next six months that is going to be really hard for both of us. I miss him. I know it's going to get easier with time. But right now it just feels like this constant ache in my chest since he left.
My mom and I brought him to the airport very early yesterday morning. I of course cried like crazy and it was impossible to let him go, and to watch him walk away. Knowing that I won't be seeing him again for another six months.
He made it home safe, and we began skyping and IMing each other right away. I cried when we first opened Skype. Because it really hit me then that he was gone. And he started crying when I left to go eat dinner with my family, because he said he was so used to just getting up and going with me.
This morning he messaged me and told me that his house no longer feels like home. His brother and parents feel like strangers to him. He said he would give anything to be back at my house.
It is helping both of us to know that we will be closing the distance for sure in July. It's just getting through the next six months that is going to be really hard for both of us. I miss him. I know it's going to get easier with time. But right now it just feels like this constant ache in my chest since he left.
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