Hey guys hope your all doing well I've been having a few thoughts over the last couple of days and I need to vent somewhere otherwise my Autistic mind is going to go into overdrive.
Ok here goes and why it relates to the thread title and yeah I know it's not a guy thing to talk about feelings but with the way my brain works if I don't talk about it I'll go nuts, in the early hours of last Wednesday I got a heartbreaking email from my friend's 17 year old son saying that he'd found his Father's body on the floor with a noose around his neck as well as a bunch of pills left all over the floor, apparently there was a lot of elements in place such as he'd been drinking heavily since himself and his son moved from where they were living due to his wife passing away from Leukemia back in April of this year and when he moved to his new Lawyer firm he wasn't winning cases like he used to and was becoming a bit of a joke around the office to from what I understand really destroyed his confidence and over the weekend before he died he'd started going extremely quiet and barely acknowledging anything around him.
Then next thing I know I got that email, the funeral was yesterday and his son text me and told me that he broke down when they pulled his Dad's coffin out of the car Now thankfully his Girlfriend's Mother has agreed to take him in but for them to have separate rooms so that they're not in each other's faces all the time.
Now the reason why I type all this (sorry for the long winded story) is that I'm trying to hold on to let all my emotions out until I see my girlfriend this weekend (she of course knows what's been going on) but I'm wondering if that's a step too far and if I'm being clingy to choose to do that?
Ok here goes and why it relates to the thread title and yeah I know it's not a guy thing to talk about feelings but with the way my brain works if I don't talk about it I'll go nuts, in the early hours of last Wednesday I got a heartbreaking email from my friend's 17 year old son saying that he'd found his Father's body on the floor with a noose around his neck as well as a bunch of pills left all over the floor, apparently there was a lot of elements in place such as he'd been drinking heavily since himself and his son moved from where they were living due to his wife passing away from Leukemia back in April of this year and when he moved to his new Lawyer firm he wasn't winning cases like he used to and was becoming a bit of a joke around the office to from what I understand really destroyed his confidence and over the weekend before he died he'd started going extremely quiet and barely acknowledging anything around him.
Then next thing I know I got that email, the funeral was yesterday and his son text me and told me that he broke down when they pulled his Dad's coffin out of the car Now thankfully his Girlfriend's Mother has agreed to take him in but for them to have separate rooms so that they're not in each other's faces all the time.
Now the reason why I type all this (sorry for the long winded story) is that I'm trying to hold on to let all my emotions out until I see my girlfriend this weekend (she of course knows what's been going on) but I'm wondering if that's a step too far and if I'm being clingy to choose to do that?
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