So here is my story: 9 months ago I traveled to study for a few months, it was a time to breath for me as I had ended a long term relationship 6 months before and after that relationship I had so many guys from my life wanting to date me... the point is I wanted that my exchange period abroad will be time for myself without any guys! One week into my exchange, first day of school, bam there he was... at first i resisted but I ended up dating him and falling for him. At first he was clingy but after he got me he was pushingg me away... it scared me and he always said that long distance hurts so he doesnt want to get his hopes up about us, yet at the same time he used to tell me things like "with some people you just know that they are the one"... so I tried! Gave it my all and put my heart and soul in it. 5 months of that and I went back to my country still believing that I can be strong and make it work, i booked flights to go see him after 6 months. Which was this week... spent 4 days together feeling better than ever together and on the last day i asked what his views are about our relationship and he says he thinks it's pointless because we dont know if we can connect in one place in the future. So we decided to break it off yet still talk... i am ofcourse still in love with him and now thoughts are haunting me that maybe one day he will be ready to commit to this and we can work together to reach a life together... our friendship means the world to me but i am afraid that it will break me to keep contact with him and I will always be waiting.
So i am here asking for advice and maybe experiences from you guys. to be completely honest I have a little sense of relief about breaking up for the sole reason that missing someone who you wont see for months has been heart wrenching, but I cant say I am happy about it. I Understand the situation completely I just hate the outcome especially when I know that together we are stronger, our relationship is amazingly special and we both feel that
So i am here asking for advice and maybe experiences from you guys. to be completely honest I have a little sense of relief about breaking up for the sole reason that missing someone who you wont see for months has been heart wrenching, but I cant say I am happy about it. I Understand the situation completely I just hate the outcome especially when I know that together we are stronger, our relationship is amazingly special and we both feel that
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