We all experience it one time or another. Before we got into the relationship, heck, before I even saw him in person for the first time, Alex told me, "It's going to be hard and sometimes we'll miss each other so much it hurts and there are going to be times we don't talk at all for several days and some days we'll talk for hours and there is going to be a time where we want to break up because it's so hard. Do you really want to get into this?" Heh, right now is one of those really bad lovesickness times. ^^; I think hormones are slightly to blame in this, but last night and today I have been so ridiculously lovesick it's...I hate to say 'pathetic' but I'll say it anyway.
Last night Alex was feeling bad but he got on Steam messenger anyway to talk to me for a few minutes before bed. he knew I was missing him a lot and I was saying some really sappy things and I apologized for it and he said, "No, don't apologize. I don't think they're sappy, I feel the same way, even if I'm not as vocal about it." *blushes* Right after that he had to go to bed, though, as he was feeling too sick. Worst of all, though, it made me cry. ^^; I mean, he said he feels the same way (which, basically, he said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me because that's what I told him I wanted to do) so it's really good that he said that but...I just started crying. ^^; He doesn't know that. he knows I'm still missing him a lot, though. 3 months to the day, though, until I see him again.
Worst part of this? I'm missing him so much I'm making myself sick. Literally. I was nauseous all of yesterday and have been today. ^^;
Anyway, what do you do when you're feeling this way?
Last night Alex was feeling bad but he got on Steam messenger anyway to talk to me for a few minutes before bed. he knew I was missing him a lot and I was saying some really sappy things and I apologized for it and he said, "No, don't apologize. I don't think they're sappy, I feel the same way, even if I'm not as vocal about it." *blushes* Right after that he had to go to bed, though, as he was feeling too sick. Worst of all, though, it made me cry. ^^; I mean, he said he feels the same way (which, basically, he said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me because that's what I told him I wanted to do) so it's really good that he said that but...I just started crying. ^^; He doesn't know that. he knows I'm still missing him a lot, though. 3 months to the day, though, until I see him again.
Worst part of this? I'm missing him so much I'm making myself sick. Literally. I was nauseous all of yesterday and have been today. ^^;
Anyway, what do you do when you're feeling this way?
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